[theqoo] KIM SOOHYUN’S NEW LETTER’S MOST CHILLING PART

Has it been an hour already? That scorching sunlight that turned my skin into this mess suddenly appeared, shining brightly like a lie. ‘Wow, this feels like it’s meant to be.’ I grabbed some oil and headed to the helipad. While I was tanning, turning over every so often, I thought, ‘Has it really been an hour?’ It got too hot, so I couldn’t take it anymore. Took some calm pills and started rewatching Heart Signal 2. I cheered so hard then felt disappointed. 

“On the day of the ambush when the chance of success was 99%, the sky was filled with so many stars, so bright, that the terrain was clearly visible, and I spent the whole night feeling scared. 

As the weather cleared up, the scent of the changing season filled the air, and even though I was exhausted from the training, suddenly I smelled the ‘sand scent soaked in sunlight’ in the air. I was feeling sentimental all day. Ah, how should I put it… It’s just that, I wonder what the right standard or sign is, what I’m looking at or feeling… I just wanted to say something like this. It’s hard to see your face, so I wonder what you’re feeling, what my will is… but I don’t want to put any pressure on you. The most I can say is… I miss you. Anyway, it was a good weekend. I even tried writing.

When I get discharged, I think I should quickly return to work. I also think about traveling somewhere close like Japan or far away like Northern Europe. Sometimes I get swept up by these young folks and wonder if I should go back to school. Ah, does that mean we’d go (to school) together?! But when is my discharge…? Looking back, it’s already been 8 months since I enlisted, but looking forward, there’s still more than a year left. Ahaha. So, for the rest of the time… I’ll do my best. I’ll give it my all, so please take care of me. Loyalty.