![[theqoo] SPENDING MONEY ON MALE IDOLS IS SUCH A WASTE](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEgXgIkohqh8PAkfKLaEXtjaNbtwbyKqsoJF6wjJ81yBjlp4vjNFEWwyQkUAtfWEXXDS419LI-qUdc1PZzZGCmYLzmPxBp1wqlDtdSS3A5zR6LAKMurmoGGIJ1Aarfmg27uMBlCQxvx_D19fC-B1Ihqy52MXS9jPTIlQjZRGsdJ_aC3-fO7dxbO0F6VBPSxb=w1200-h630-p-k-no-nu "[theqoo] SPENDING MONEY ON MALE IDOLS IS SUCH A WASTE")
I liked him for about 5 years and I think I spent about 3 million won (~2K USD). I’m originally someone who does fan activities cost-effectively, so I usually spend 0 won, but because I liked him so much, I spent a lot in the first two years and it ended up like that.
Back then, the male idol I liked worked really hard, so I followed suit and worked hard, losing 15kg and getting a job after working part-time.
However, a scandal broke out, so it’s been a while since I stopped being a fan. Because of that, I quit supporting male idols and left K-pop entirely, but I feel wasteful about the money spent on him. These days, I think it would have been better if I had bought gold with that money.
1. It’s not a waste if you never leave the fandom or they don’t get into controversies
2. Even spending 0 won on a male idol who gets into a controversy feels like a waste of my feelings
3. You do feel f*cking stingy once they get into controversy and you look back at all the money you’ve spent
4. But you’ve achieved a lot from it, so just see it as a benefit ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
5. 3M won in 5 years? What did you even buy?
6. But you received a lot of positive influence from him, think of it as his payback
7. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I wouldn’t even consider it a lot of money
8. If you leave the fandom from a controversy… the only thing that you’ve wasted is your time
9. Leaving your fandom through a controversy makes spending even 1 won a waste
10. What a waste… I also felt like I wasted my 10 years of fangirling because of his controversy ㅜㅜ