[theqoo] THE HANDWRITTEN LETTER THAT KIM SAERON WROTE TO MOONBIN IN 2023

“2023.04.27

I’m starting a new diary. Bin, I miss you. I tried to choose death because things were so difficult, but then I heard news about you. I know better than anyone, just how scary and lonely that decision must’ve been, so I can’t bear to ask you why. But did you know, I strangely missed you all of a sudden that day. I was going to call you, but I couldn’t in the end. I regret that so much. I probably couldn’t have stopped you, but you might’ve postponed it for a day. For me, when today passes, tomorrow comes. I live day to day, barely getting by. Were you like that too? Every day, every moment, I’m so tempted to follow after you. Don’t be lonely — I think I had been going through too much myself to have stuck by your side and comforted you. If you get lonely, come see me in my dreams. Then, I’ll be by your side and listen to what you have to say, just like you did for me.”

CR: Koreaboo

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